Today, as our son grew ever closer to his three-week birthday, I had a breakthrough on two fronts.
First, I realised that my body is almost back to normal. The birth process had longer-lasting effects that I had anticipated, but finally, I find I am able to move freely! Glory be. The breast feeding pain has subsided as well, and my nipples seem to have developed a steel-like resilience. (in both cases, there is also the possibility that my pain threshold has simply expanded enough to obscure all of these things.)
The major event of today, however, was an amazing day out with the baby and my husband. After popping him into the baby Bjorn and putting a few diapers and some wipes into a bag, we were off on a quest for freedom. We went on a series of walks - through the mall, through a park, and through an art museum. Those were easy (particularly when you're carrying the diaper bag and let your husband carry the heavy baby!) The crown of our achievements, however, was a proper lunch at a nice restaurant. I left James on my lap during the meal, feeding him when he stirred using a Hooter Hider - a fantastic coverup that I do recommend!
When the day was over, I felt as if I had regained my independence. It was an amazing feeling, and while having James has been wonderful, I felt more completely fulfilled today than I had since he arrived. My next step towards a more liberated life will be mastering the breast pump! More on that to come...
Marsha
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